September End

as i post before , here. And yes, my september is very very busy. There was so many projects for my organisation and my courses task. The project for maba (mahasiswa baru) not only make maba crazy but committee too. Im the part of the committee , spend my time so much. not only the "ospek" day or called mitosis in my faculty but also mitosis development for 3months. Mitosis development is series of task for maba, there are too many event from BEM,BLM and BSO and i'm joined in BEM and one of BSO, GENCORPS. It's too spent my time for have a meeting and the event on weekend :'). So for this september ,i don't have a weekend on my week.
Sometimes , i wanna cry and screaming with my day and people i meet. my body like wanna broken. At home, i cant stop thinking how make my mom happy then her sickness better soon. She have her sickness again, She said to me that her sickness like killing her body. Plus my phone always kring-kring,people texted to me like  make my brain feeling so full and broke. And the bad news is my plan goes to bali with my mom is canceled :"(. Sometime  i can't save all of this and i've cry on bathroom, on my way to campus or on taxi. I think no one know that i'm cried till they read this post :')
I'm happy that septembr will be end soon, i hope my october coming for better moment, my uts coming in the good time and finish with good score, my mom is always healty and happy and everything is gonna be fun fun and fun! please be my october :))